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04 February 2013 @ 09:28 am
Oh hello there! (: It's 2013, haven't touched this little blog of mine in years, yesh it is still up! Lots of memories here, so I hope it doesn't go away! The place where I literally grew up, and now I'm in my final year of uni! Stressed life it is ah sigh.

BAI teehee!

[mood| still cold! rawr.]
[music| "the sound of the gust of" wind lol.]
27 May 2011 @ 01:57 pm
Drop by my good 'ol livejournal today. Now very, very active over at Tumblr. Clickety-click! Will probably drop by once in a while for old time's sake.

Off! :')

[mood| cold.]
[music| "Replay (Japanese Version" SHINee.]
08 February 2011 @ 04:46 pm
El-jaying not out of boredom. Being so busy yet I just couldn't help it. At ELAB but got distracted, with stuff, as per usual. Tee-hee-yay? D: Phail me. *slumps*

Remember Friendster? Who doesn't. Before MSN and Skype there was ICQ and mIRC. Heck I still remember my ICQ UIN; #111302626. It was there when I had my first virtual affair with a thirty year old dude, whom I don't know his whereabouts for now. Hah. And KidPub was one of the best hangouts for the 7 year old me. The website still exists! Google it. :D

So how awesome was Friendster then? We could grab photos from friends. Blinkie art. LMAO. Embedded Youtube videos. Autoplay music that would blast out from the speakers whenever you refresh one's profile. Never got into the Myspace bandwagon, but Friendster was more than enough for me. And, they had blurry photos like this. Memories. ♥.

IMY, Friendster. ;)

Siew Ling's status on FB reminded me of how much I adore Maria Mena. Such an inspirational figure. MY idol. :') That could be the reason why her lyrics are so relatable. Hits right back at myself; all the time.

SS3; yay or nay? Mom would be around by then, and the tickets cost a bomb. Decisions, decisions, decisions.

[mood| ah.]
[music| and the random sounds.]
04 February 2011 @ 09:40 pm
Tring to steer self away from the ON-line world for a week; but for the past 5 days or so, I have been doing, absolutely, nothing. Other than literally fighting with mummy trying to beat her score in Zuma Blitz. And Tap-Taping my way to Level Fifty. To sum up the very, very unproductive week. Screwed woo.

When I get back I shall wear my nerdy, thinking cap and be a nerd rat, again. Hopefully.

I don't know if I should Tumblr more; or el-jay more. I'm torn apart. :) I love both just as much.

Woo. Unfinished revision. I-iz-proud-of-meeself.

Have been spamming Damien Rice a lot today. Makes me, think. Oh, and on a sidenote, the printer at home is crazy. The noise seriously, drives me nuts. Now I know why I traded this crap with the current one at Vista. /unecessary; bratty rant.

And now I shall run back to doing, absolutely nothing.

Stones taught me to fly;
Love taught me to lie;
Life taught me to die;
So it's not hard to fall;
When you float like a cannonball.

[mood| teevee-and-stoning.]
[music| "Cannonball" Damien Rice.]
02 February 2011 @ 08:44 pm

My Dins. And not forgetting, Crispy Golden Balls. ♥.

Oh dear I was so stupid. Reflecting back on the every single silly action taken last year, overreacting at things, guess my mind was not at one piece at one point. I seriously do not know how many times I actually called myself stupid today, but perhaps that is really a sign that I should at least make an effort to change. I'm an imperfect girl, and I really should not be all I-am-like-this-either -take-it-or-leave-it-yadda-yadda-yadda.Yesh, everyone has their flaws, it's silly to embrace your own flaws because trust me, embracing it is not the easy way out. Flaws and imperfections are definitely not pleasant to others. If I do not make an effort to change, I will lose everybody I love; friends, family members; even loved ones. Gah. Maybe things were actually meant to be at one point, but blabby mouth me ended up turning people off, for the 12567635267th time. I screw things up. I reaped what I sowed. I am to be blamed, definitely, but then again I have no time for regrets and what-ifs. It is already too late. They call it the Gemini factor? NAH I AM JUST A TERRIBLE PERSON. Oh wells. The last 12 months was a pretty rushed one, when actions and my brain did not correlate, when feelings took over conscience. I nearly lost the ones I love, and I really do not want the same thing to happen again. Those sent HELP ME SOS messages reminded me of how foolish I was. And those sleepless nights; the tears shed along the way, the late-night phone calls. If they were ever to repeat again, I don't think I would able to bear the consequences that follow. Again.

I wish I could knock my head against the wall and suffer temporary amnesia, and forget the stuff that are bound to be forgotten. Nah. Impossible la silly. *headdesks*

Hopefully it is not too late to change? It is the New Year, after all. To move on from the mess created that even left a huge mark on me mentally, emotionally and even physically.

Time for some calming tea session with mummy and daddy.

Happy Year of the Rabbit Everybody. May joy and laughter fill YY's tiny little comfort zone-slash bubble for the 365 days to come. I can hope; I can definitely hope. :')

Full speed ahead.

[mood| still-verythe-freakin unproductive; and it just got worse.]
[music| Still "Misguided Ghosts" Paramore.]